Hi Ho...Hi Ho....It's off to work I go!!

Well, as of today, I am officially back to work!! I am feeling a mixture of emotions right now. I'm excited to get back and help our financial situation. I'm excited that my hubby will be Mr. Mom while I'm gone and looking forward to how close he will get to his girls. He already is but it's different when you are the only one at home for a bit. I think it will be good for himÜ I'm also excited to see my old friends again. At the same time, I hate leaving my babies. I love being home with them. I hardly leave them so it feels so weird when I go somewhere without them. I feel empty like I've forgotten something. It will be good though for them to rely on someone other than their mother!! Makenna hates for anyone else to sing her songs before bed and I'm hoping that will change a little bit. It's hard when she doesn't want anyone else to do things for her. Just me!! I am very thankful that I have been able to stay home for nine months with Jordyn. I know some women only get six weeks so I know how lucky I am to have been able to have that time. I am also only working three days a week so it won't be too bad. (I couldn't be away longer than that). I also had a realization the other day. I should be feeling very lucky that I even HAVE a job to go back to. There are so many people getting laid off from their jobs that I need to remember how very lucky I am to be able to work. So that has made this a little easier although I know that I will be crying on my way to the spa on Thursday;(