I'm not sure why, but I'm feeling old lately. I don't know if it's the wrinkles that I am finding on my face and hands. It might be the tons of grey in my hair that I have to color now. It's not just a treat anymore. It's a necessity. Maybe it's Travis' 32nd birthday coming up which means my 32nd birthday is coming in a couple of months. Everyone always dreads the 30th birthday but I didn't have a problem with that one. Or my 31st for that matter. But #32 is getting to me. Maybe it's because that means I'm getting into my 30's, not just the end of my 20's. Or maybe it was me overhearing some girls at church talking about having their 4th and last babies by the time they were 27 because they didn't want to be too old!! And I just barely had my 2nd. But even though I'm older than most moms at church and I don't like the lovely signs of aging, I wouldn't change when I had my babies one bit. I love that I had time with my husband before we had kids. They will just have to deal with a mommy with wrinkles and grey hair. Oh wait. Nope, just wrinkles because there will always be hair dye!!
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